[to] regard or treat (someone or something) as psychologically abnormal or unhealthy.
— Oxford Languages

pa·thol·o·gize

/pəˈTHäləˌjīz/ (verb):

What originated from a personal need to reconcile the trauma of medical and psychiatric treatment, pathologies became a body of work that illustrates obstructed healing, pain, and the galvanization that can happen from surviving treatment.

Psychiatric and medical treatment for queer and trans+ people often comes with the side effects of pathologization of identity, erasure and/or glorified conversion therapy, and impeded transformation.

What is deemed “sickness” is projected onto all facets of ones’ personhood and analyzed – they become much like a specimen, splayed and observed. 

Butterflies, being a symbol for transformation, emulate “healing” through hardship, collective resilience, and the kaleidoscopic effect of metamorphosis. 

Pathologies

the caterpillar digests itself within its cocoon. 

the echoes tighten with confinement. 

everything I know unravels in illegible flux,

my safekeeping is mutant.

2020

ink and ballpoint

6” x 8”

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