“[to] regard or treat (someone or something) as psychologically abnormal or unhealthy.”
pa·thol·o·gize
/pəˈTHäləˌjīz/ (verb):
What originated from a personal need to reconcile the trauma of medical and psychiatric treatment, pathologies became a body of work that illustrates obstructed healing, pain, and the galvanization that can happen from surviving treatment.
Psychiatric and medical treatment for queer and trans+ people often comes with the side effects of pathologization of identity, erasure and/or glorified conversion therapy, and impeded transformation.
What is deemed “sickness” is projected onto all facets of ones’ personhood and analyzed – they become much like a specimen, splayed and observed.
Butterflies, being a symbol for transformation, emulate “healing” through hardship, collective resilience, and the kaleidoscopic effect of metamorphosis.
Pathologies
the caterpillar digests itself within its cocoon.
the echoes tighten with confinement.
everything I know unravels in illegible flux,
my safekeeping is mutant.
2020
ink and ballpoint
6” x 8”